That I am not an easy person to deal with. I expect too much from people when really I should learn the meaning of “face value”. Being a musician has made me very sensitive to the most innate things. And having a cluster of idiosyncratic issues makes it even worse.

Sometimes I just want to tuck myself away and undo me. But I can’t. This is just the way I am. And I want to be understood, but that won’t/ can’t happen. Not because no one wants to understand me, but because I don’t always understand me all the time. That causes a lot of separation between me and people. But hey, what can you do? You can only just be yourself, right? So that’s what I’ll do. And whatever happens, happens. God understands me. That’s good enough.