December 2011
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2thousand&12
The love i once had
the love i was masked
is staring me in my face…
it pleads and it asks
“why do you dismiss me?”
“replace or erase me?”
“knowing I’ll always
come back around..
don’t be so hasty..”
..
so I paused.
glared back at the blackboard
and start to draw
eyes like Sheeba
hair like Alicia
fingertips like bungee clips
...
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Fully Equipped.
I look toward 2012 as the year of the “fully equipped”. In the past i have been quite the linguist on Tumblr. Always found ways to paint vivid mental pictures and dashed them with sarcastic humor and a smug sense of arrogant humility (think about it). I have grown tired of not getting what I should have from this life. Not being able to do the things that the freedoms allotted to me...
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New Year....s?
you know,
i used to have mad love to give. errytime somebody played me out i would just make excuses for them and when they needed me i would be there for them in spite of what they put me through initially. All that self-neglect can really put you in place to be the next psychotic murderer. And i wouldnt ever say anything. I would just let it brew internally. but now…oh now…
Things...
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Christmas Eve on the East Coast is like…a million+ over zealous shoppers who have procrastinated throughout the week and are looking to crap a year’s worth of thoughtfulness into one single solitary day. Oops..I’m sorry. That’s the whole nation. Merry Christmas, everyone!
http://www.verandahmaureen.com/The Renaissance →
verandahmaureen:
Verandah-Maureen Shepard’s debut spoken word audio project “The Renaissance” available for free download.
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ramblings of my mind...
…we repeat our mistakes. its true. some of us more than others. i fancy myself to be more intelligent than that, yet..i can’t escape the basic human flaws that i hold within my persona. Everyone has them. no one wants to admit to them. And by the time you do, its too late. Coping mechanisms take over, and you run for the exit.
Can we blame us? for living our lives based on a future...
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Re-GurG.
..its only right that i address this
last night i had to work on my penman-ship
truthfully we should try be more pensive-ish
cus it helps to see the end before you make
a mistake
..whats the difference between bein real and fake?
the differece is the fake should never procreate
cus they create the leeches
that borrow from our existence
no creativity or originality of their own,
but are...
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justFunninItUp..
an amalgam of words
and influx of emotion
my whole face has been smiling
since i drank your potion
poison
i get the two mixed up
from time to ticker
lets canoodle, my widdle poodle
cus you’re thicker than the candy
im allergic to…
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PublicK-i.
And…
She be living her life
in the indirect public eye
Hoping someone will find
the gem she hides..
the treasure she eats.
So the pleasure they seek
Her words are like life
they give their hearts feet
..but they have no mouths to speak.
so they no speakie on their
fine-dings
or findings
these rumblings
these..constant shakings
of her earth.
just breathe freee
and live on...
I used to struggle to relate in words. A lot of times it was because I just wanted people to understand. Feeling like an outsider is not fun. Not all the time. It’s fun when you get older and are in your own mode…cus you stop worrying about being related to and want to just relate. To belong.
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Watchme…singing “American Wedding”..having some fun. it was like 9am -___-
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thoughtsnStuff
what you know
is what you know
its whats helped you
to grow
and to be you
you know?
The uneducated
Are more inclined to believe
The intangible.
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noSUrPrise.
I wonder if I’ll ever be..
or if she’ll ever notice it.
…
maybe not.
but that doesn’t mean
that i’ll stop trying it.
what?
it?
yeah.
because she’s all that ever
mattered and
will ever matter
makes my heart go
pitter patter..pitter..
…
but one of my friends
tried to hit her.
unsuccessful.
..that taught me a little lesson.
and I’ll...